Monday, June 23, 2008

Slow-mo

Everything seems to be in slow-motion these days. the days seem to pass fast yet they do not. Time no longer seem to follow its rules. The clock on the wall seem to be moving at a snail's pace and yet the next time i blink, it is already tomorrow. My concept of time seem warp most of the times. I'm bored yet feel that there is a lack of time. Thoughts are jumbled and they are barely coherent in my mind. There's this vast ocean in my mind now and it seems to be swallowing up whatever thoughts I have. I am relaxed yet I am stressed up. Contradiction seem to exist at every corner. The thin line between fast and slow is very blur. Hopefully I can get out of this rut soon. University life beckons. Will I be able to enjoy the life I have now? It is slow-paced and relaxing. Or do I have to participate in the rat race in a bid to make my mark in this world. Is it all right to achieve the same thing without the cutthroat vision that I have? Or will I fall into the pit that already threaten to swallow many people? I wait with anticipation yet a sense of dread. If I'm not making any sense it's all right. Because now I am relaxing and complicated things become more complicated if I think about it.
Till next time when I'm more able to express myself then! Hope and peace are the only things that stand in the way of war.

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