Tomorrow will be my second shot at the prize. Pray it doesn't rain on my parade. Pray my turning turns out better than the previous lesson. Pray I get a decent tester. Pray I pass...
If I don't, I'll feel absolutely awful.
Looks like I'm putting too much pressure on myself. It's something I hate to do but sub-consciously I reach out and self-inflict. A habit I definitely need to break. Expectations give way to stress and ultimately an inability to perform to the best of my ability.
A lesson I need to learn, either by the hard way or the easy way.
Till next time, may I get the prize I desparately want.
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